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“My feet hurt. They burn.”
“How long?”
“6 months. Maybe more.”
“Do you have diabetes?”
“Si.”
“What do you take for your diabetes?”
“Metformin. Insulin.”
“How do you know how much insulin to take?”
“40.”
“Do you check your sugar?”
“How do I do that?”
OK, there wasn't much point to going there.
“How much Metformin do you take?”
“1 gram.”
“When did you last take it.”
“A long time. I can't buy it.”
Blood sugar was 441.
This was not a problem I was going to solve
here.
Then I changed my thought.
Informed by another patient from another time,
my question became:
What can I do with what I have.
We have Metformin. Just about a bucket full.
A trip to our dispensing pharmacy yielded a bag
of Metformin.
He was so thrilled, he proclaimed at the gate
to anyone who would listen:
“Look! I couldn't afford 30 days of Metformin.
They gave me 6 months!”
I don't know that we made a real difference as
measured by US standards, but, to him, someone cared.
And that's why we're here.
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Once there was a boy.
All good stories start with “Once there was...”
Once there was a boy.
He was walking along the seashore, occasionally
bending over then standing, tossing something.
An older, wiser man came along.
“What are you doing?”
“I'm tossing the starfish back in. The tide
left them here. They will die here on the beach. So I am throwing them back.”
“Don't you know? There are a million starfish
just on these few miles of beach. You're not making any difference!”
The boy, heedless, bent over and tossed another
starfish back in.
“Well, to that starfish, it did!”
And that's why we're here.
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I'll break habit for a few minutes.
The stories of patients we are seeing here are
made possible by a self-organizing army.
That army is made of nurses.
Admittedly, it is trite and redundant to praise
nurses.
Ever see a protest in favor of nuclear war?
The nurses have been manning the access point,
the triage area.
There are some 300 “tickets” given per day.
Do the math.
If a physician sees every one of these and we
have 4 physicians, at 15 minutes each we'd be done with the first day sometime
next week.
So, with physician backing (not that it's
needed, but it's good to have everyone on board communicating), the nurses have
organized the intake process.
The basic concept is thus: If, in their
collective experience, what the patient
needs is something they could do without a physician or can be handled by
protocol order (antihelmenthic for weight), they just do it.
The idea is to drive decision making to the
level closest to the decision.
This is a deceptively simple concept.
Command-and-control systems have never worked;
this one does.
And it is due to people taking responsibility
for their professional actions and executing the mission.
And how successful?
Over ½ of the people presenting for care are
cared for primarily and only by the nurses.
The physicians make periodic visits to maintain
appearances.
But frankly, given the acceptance of the
populace and the excellence of the nurses' work, I think it's just vanity.
Which is ok; we have a lot to be vain about!
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72 years old.
She had this ache.
That ache.
Legs hurt.
Bowels were slow. Or fast.
Headache.
In the US, fibromyalgia; a group ripe to get
hooked on narcotics.
And narcotizing pain might be ok as long as one
can live with the consequences.
But she didn't want narcs and I didn't have
any.
So we talked.
She lived at home; no nursing home or assisted
living.
How long ago had her mother died?
She didn't; she's 85!
As we talked more, the patient disclosed she
was afraid of dying.
And this lead to a conversation in
English-Spanish with a translator helping.
We talked about how none of us will get out of
this life alive.
We talked about her life to now.
We talked of many things.
But mainly we talked of living.
And, on leaving, she gave us both a hug.
She said she felt better.
And I felt I'd been paid a fortune.
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Weak.
Fever.
Short of breath.
Oxygen at 92%.
Heart too fast.
Crackles in the right lower lobe.
She had pneumonia.
I didn't need an Xray for that diagnosis.
I did need guidance.
We got her Tylenol.
A breathing treatment.
Oral antibiotics.
We talked to the patient and family about what
to do next.
They were clear: antibiotics and take care of
the matriarch at home.
With an admonition to goto the hospital if she
worsened, we got a week of levofloxacin ready for her.
But how to get her from the clinic to the auto?
We didn't have a wheelchair and there were
stairs to mount.
Up show the Bomberos, local Fire Brigade.
They made a Bomberos-chair.
A plastic resin deck chair and a few strong
men, a trip up roads and trails and she is at home.
The outcome?
I don't know.
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Weak, tired, headache.
I'd heard it all before.
But not from her.
For each patient, you begin anew.
Their telling of their story to you is anew.
Muscles ache.
“Where do you work?”
“At home.”
“How many children?”
“Quattro.”
They were all in the room with us.
“Is there anyone else at home to help?”
“My husband is dead.”
She was young, just 25.
“I'm sorry to hear that; he must have been
young. What happened?”
“Motor vehicle crash.”
Widowed. Young. 4 children.
Her pain was so much more than physical.
All I had to offer was a sympathetic ear.
And with the superb aid of an interpreter, we
heard her story.
Sometimes all you can to is listen, witness.
And sometimes, that is enough.
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“Las piernas duelan.”
My legs. They hurt.
She was on the far side of 70.
I am sure she had done her fair share of hard
work.
Her legs hurt, she tells me, when she has to
walk a long way.
How far? When?
Today. A half hour.
She had surprisingly good pulses; blood vessel
blockage unlikely, especially with a ½ hour walk!
The varicosities on her legs told another
story, long hours on her feet.
Caring for a family?
Working to make tacos, frijoles,sustenance for
a family?
I couldn't change her life.
But with an elastic bandage for each leg, I
could make her feel better.
And she walked out with a lighter step.
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She was slight of build.
Her answers were swift, certain.
In summary, she just wanted to know she was
alright.
She was.
So we talked.
“What are you going to do with yourself?”
“Go to university.”
“To study what?”
“Teaching.”
“What do you want to teach?”
“Math.”
“At what grade level?”
“High school.”
Great goal. And I thought she could do it.
“My daughter teaches in high school.”
“How does she like it?” she asked.
“Loves it and the students love her. When she
complained about being short, her students corrected her: 'Miss, you're not
short, you're fun-sized.'”
She laughed and got up.
And I made the only useful suggestion I could
think of:
“No chicitos (boys).”
She laughed again.
I think she'll make it.
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An aside that is far from an aside.
With my skills at Spanish, i'd be sunk without
help.
We have translators, interpreters.
What a privilege, to hear these stories.
They help immeasurably.
They help immeasurably.
Of course, there's the nuts and bolts of
ensuring I understand what the patient is saying and vice versa.
But there is much more.
I'll leave out names; those here will recognize
these people.
I'll add names only if given permission of the names' owners.
First is the lead translator; she met us at the
airport and kept up a lively string of commentary all the way to our Base of
Operations. (See Lat/long at the beginning.)
She volunteers her young daughter to help.
Although a bit embarrassed at some of the
questions, she helps, especially in the Respiratory section.
There's a woman who works with street people.
She helps me understand why people who are homeless return to the streets from
a shelter. The streets are home. From her, I get an education on this
population that I can apply back home.
And she studies me quickly. She learns my
routine instructions so well that I can give the first sentence and she runs
with the rest. She's like a macro; I'll work with her any day,
Then there's a familiar tone speaking
unfamiliarly. That is clearly an Italian-accented Spanish speaking English
flawlessly. (Aside: I love listening to languages and Italian is, to my ear,
one of the most beautiful. In Spanish, it's even better.) We work together at
the end of a long day. She is clearly tired; I am. But she gamely lies and
accepts another patient.
Last and hardly least is a priest who
accompanies us.
(OK, who this is is hardly confidential.)
His Spanish is smooth, practiced. And you can
tell he's worked with people; my most intimate, embarrassing questions are
translated both ways without a hint of judgment. Clearly, the people trust him.
As do I.
We clinicians trust these people to help us
make the best medical judgment we can for this population in the circumstances we all find ourselves.
And isn't that what it's all about?
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The stories.
What a dream job.
I get to hear stories.
People tell me stories all day long.
What a dream job.
All I have to do is listen
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1/29/15:
Yours from Honduras;
Us
Hi Mission Team,
ReplyDeleteAlthough life has been busy for me, I wanted all of you to know that I have been deeply touched by your blogs. It is so wonderful to read about the work you are doing and how it has touched you. Thank you for giving all of us such an emotional insight to what you are doing. I know the work has been extremely difficult for all of you, and I'm sure quite emotional at time. However, I know you will enjoy your last day at Santa Teresa's. I look forward to following your day. Thanks!
Carolyn
Amazing work. Enjoy your final days, and hugs. Carol/Kelly, Kaci survived a week alone with dad. She will be glad to have you both back, but enjoy every last second there. Luv all, D, J, K.
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